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It just never ceases...

I have just about written off one of my friends as clinically insane. At first, I thought Friend #1 just had the mentality of a toddler who isn't getting his way. Which is pretty much the case most of the time. But the disturbing thing is how he doesn't remember exactly how things went down or what was said to set him off. He reacts with violence to people's words. He needs attention and behaves like a child not given a new toy. I've given up wasting time on this.

Another good friend, he's having issue with someone (We'll call the culprit R) constantly saying smart-ass things about me. Or negative things. Friend #2 started calling R out on his obvious lack of respect for other people after friend #1 had slapped and head-butted Friend #2 in a fit, a temper tantrum of sorts. R started in saying how #2 deserved this... #2 didn't take kindly to this, and got in a very heated argument with R. I happened to be standing nearby, and was pulled into it mid-argument. #2's point? R lacks respect for anyone and considers himself better than us, and we are all a folly for him to laugh at and say idiotic disrespectful things to. R didn't disagree. But then #2 pretty much pulled me as a card. R is a flaming asshole to me at times, uses stupid nicknames, says completely idiotic things to me, and generally, tries to make my life a living hell. Luckily for me, I ignore most of what he says, never realize he's talking to me when he uses a stupid nickname, and generally, am not affected whatsoever by his behavior. I am polite to him, I don't talk much to him, I just kind of let him exist there without too much thought into his motivations or what kind of shit he might be up to. #2 has taken it upon himself to vehemently defend my honor, to the point of getting in heated arguments with all sorts of people we are aquaintances with.

Don't get me wrong, everything #2 does is appreciated. I've never had anyone stand up like that in my honor in this particular circle of friends (that was male), and I am glad he does know this bullshit goes on and has decided to try to call R out on it, in hopes it will stop, and people will see the truth behind R.

Until he started arguing with some girl.

Everyone is vouching for her, saying "She's really fucked up right now, she's normally a very nice girl." While villianizing #2 for his argument with her. He called her a bitch for saying that R's treatment of me "A sweet girl who doesn't ever do anything mean to him, or anyone for that matter" was excusable. This led to back and forth ridiculous name calling. Both parties were really messed up at the time, and the part that irks me is #2 is seen as crazy, while this girl is "just really fucked up right now." Yeah, so is #2, but everyone's threatening him. I was trying to talk some sense into #2 when I got my hair grabbed and ripped out, my face scratched, and had some crazy druggie bitch climbing all over my back.

Yeah, she may be "a nice girl" but when you're all fucked up on numerous substances, and behaving like a fucking maniac... well, there's only so much pity I can have for you. Everyone's blaming #2 (who was drunk as hell, and ranting needlessly).

Seriously. I don't care what anyone says. They're idiots. I don't have time for the gradeschool games R plays. I wish #2 wouldn't take it so seriously as to have some crazy bitch attacking him and in her blind rage, fucking me up.

Everyone is so sorry about what happened to me.

I'm just not in the mood to be around any of them right now, specifically some crazy broad with an inflated opinion of R.

Fucking. Crazy.

Thank god next weekend I will be at a bachelorette party in a person's home, having snacks and good times with friends.

I think it's time to start being a hermit.