Found a start-up league over in Delavan. I'm pretty stoked. I think that sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do to keep yourself from either going nuts or being depressed.
I think I'll go to tonight's Wednesday practice.
Got asked to go do something tonight, but that same old fear and aggression towards the opposite sex is rearing its ugly head. I have no desire to try and open up and be social to anyone when all that happens is disappointment in the end. ALWAYS. I just don't have the energy to meet or deal with men. its aggravating.
*sigh*
I'll go do what will make me happy. Go skate in a HOT RINK and meet some new people who may soon be team mates! Maybe I'll be good enough to be a team Captain!!!
Thinking of my friends with life stressors right now... I'm there with ya kids. I hope everything gets better and goes smoothly. So many people have big stressors in their life, and mine is that I'm being crushed by a feeling of worthlessness.
I NEED to skate tonight. NEED.
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So it's 9:30 there and I don't know if derby is over or what...so how did it go? That really sounds like fun right now.
There is an impending update...
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