So I have an idea. I was thinking of taking the one semester massage therapy courses. I will still go to school for art education, it just gives me one more potential outlet to make money. And not a bad thing either. Maybe I'll get over the feeling of being icked out by strangers.
Also, I want to go to Milwaukee. When I'm finished with school, I discussed moving back to NM with a friend. Maybe Arizona. We'll see.
I am always wondering what the next step is... I just think Milwaukee would be better for me as a person than Whitewater. I think I'd feel like I was accomplishing more. I've had some friends move there. I think I'd even try out for their roller derby.
I just feel like maybe the feeling of slight stagnation and sometimes wondering how the hell I'll get by is part of the optimism I have about my future... I am not tied to things the same. My house is rented. I have a place to live, but no lease so I can go anytime. I have much to look forward to. And a lot of times I think getting out of this area is the biggest step forward I can make.
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