So take me tonight I'm yours, and I've been craving your company

Got the new Langhorne Slim today. Just found out after a visit to Lindsay's that it was out. Loving it.


We're floatin' out, fallin'
somewhere in outer space
I'll keep on loving you
You know me better than the rest
Maybe we should flip a coin and hold our breath


Went on a little shopping excursion today. Either I'm excited its spring or I'm depressed. One may never know. I bought peep toe pumps with chrome heels. OH YEAH! Also got red skinny jeans with holes in them. Kinda ridiculous, but I shop at Plato's closet because I'm too poor for new clothes. I can still look good. :)


You ever feel like a fish out of water?
Well, I do, sometimes
You ever feel like a lamb out to slaughter?
I have in my mind
You ever feel like nothing is real
And has it ever, has it ever blown
Has it ever blown your mind?

You ever live through a Wisconsin winter?
Still, you had to go outside
You ever lose to feel like the winner?
Nothing could f*** with your pride
Tell me, you ever feel like nothing is real
And has it ever, has it ever blown
Has it ever blown your mind?

You ever feel like a fish out of water?
I do, sometimes


So I'm considering something really left field. I am considering going to school for massage therapy. I won't stop going for art education, I'll just get this certificate while I go and maybe, potentially make money. I probably won't be able to do it this spring, it will probably be fall. I should talk to someone at school about it. I think it would be good. My dad told me a few times I should go into the field. I can probably get over the icks of touching strangers. I mean, its gotta be like acting, or changing diapers. You just go into another state, like a professional state. (yes, I get barfy when I have to change diapers, its quite the procedure for me to change them. I seriously would not want to barf on someone's child).

It's at least semi-decent money.

I have a dream to be a teacher but outlook isn't so hopeful these days... I will keep plugging away at it. Maybe if I do this in the process I'll be in a better financial situation. I could either do massage out of home or in other people's homes if I were to invest in a table... or I can get a job at a spa or a place around here. We'll see.