Thursday, March 11, 2010

So I'm looking at my online dating thing, blah blah blah.

Someone added me to his "saved profiles" list.

On his profile it says "Not emotionally available right now but I'm working on it."

Is anyone, really? Am I? are you, dear reader? Do you find yourself holding back things sometimes?

I don't know why this irked me. Its not like I won't give someone a fighting chance I suppose. But in all seriousness, am I EVER going to meet an emotionally available man, who likes chicks like me? I don't hold my breath on that one.

I've spent enough time in unrequited love with an emotionally unavailable man. Even in "sort-of-like" and "he's-neat" with emotionally unavailable men.

I just transferred a folder of writing that I had feared was lost. It makes my heart feel good. The novel in progress isn't lost and neither are the short stories. Paranoid Android was scaring me with that. At least Paranoid Android will probably have a good life as a computer for my parents. P.A. is getting a hard drive wipe, software reinstall, and hopefully will be cooperative. Not like they can really do anything with it right now, but hopefully my mom will get a modem or cell phone she can use with it someday.

2 comments:

Smartankle said...

holy crap. i've only been doing the online dating thing for a few hours and i'm already sick of it. old fashioned is my way. are you actually meeting anyone on these things?

KOLehman said...

I have. It hasn't panned out but we all know how good I am at sabotaging my own chances at happiness with fear. If I meet the right one I will. I do talk to people on here a lot... it just takes a lot for me to meet them in person.